As promised from the birth of my Substack, I said I aim to write at least once a month, so I’ve just about made it!
Is it just me or did April fly by? The first quarter dragged whereas these last 30 days have whizzed by.
I write this from a Moroccan Riad as I take my first few days off of the year, where I’ve spent the last week soaking up the sun alongside my friend/colleague and enjoying good food with her family. I’ve loved it!
But you’re here for writing.
So Lizzie, what’s the status? How much have you written?
Sadly, not much has happened. I’ve managed to write a little, but my energy has been close to 0. If I’m to fully recover from burnout, I’d say I need at least 6 months! (You can probably tell from the lack of an imaginative title, otherwise thank you for clicking).
I think about my writing every day. Yet I don’t do it.
What’s happening? What am I doing wrong? Why am I not doing it?
I’m consuming more books than ever as I try to rest up, but mentally, I’m still drained. I know which dish I’d like to make, I just need to get the perfect ingredients all together – including a megaton of energy.
I remember being in a similar rut last year between February and April. The New Year acts as a new start for everyone, but by the time you get a few months in, you’re already tired and just want some time for yourself.
The month hasn’t been a total waste. I’ve written in notebooks and then typed them out, all between at least 4 new book ideas as well as my current crime novel! Scrivener (the best app for writers ever!) tells me I’ve written 2968 words - my current novel was only 261 words of that total :(
I am sorry – but to myself. Let’s hope this keeps me accountable – bring on May!
How do you keep yourself accountable in your own writing?
Lizzie xx